I am typing this while waiting for our vet to get here. Then I will push the post button. Vet was here and Janie is no longer suffering or in pain. Her beautiful little soul is free and she can run freely in heaven with no pain. Her condition was not "fixable" and she would never be free from the horrible joint pain. It wasn't fair for me to keep hoping she would get better when she so clearly wasn't. God gave her a little bit of happy time to play with the other two this morning, but she has been down ever since, and was down about 47 out of 48 hours this weekend. The infection is reeking havoc on her and Doc said even if we got rid of the infection this second, she never would have gotten better and would have always suffered. This was not something that they could physically treat as so much damage was done. Her mama knew and that is why she was rejected. She had a problem internally with her umbilical site. (We could see it on the ultrasound) We had to let her go to make it right for her. This is the hardest part of what we do, but sometimes our job is just to love them while they are here and make sure they leave this world safe in our arms without fear. My heart is in a billion little pieces and it makes me physically sick when we can't help them......
OUR MAILING ADDRESS HAS CHANGED!
PO BOX 233
GOLCONDA, NV 89414