SPARKLES Update - As I write this, the tears are streaming once again. My heart is literally shattered and I am wondering if I can really keep doing this.
I was firing up the truck to go pick up Sparkles, and heard "Doc needs to talk to you 1st". My heart felt like it was exploding. I knew it was not good news. Sparkles had crashed again and this time it was too much.
I rushed down to the vet and my heart broke. Her eyes were covered in a blue film and were almost vacant. She whinnied once, but then almost seemed catatonic. I wrapped my arms around her sobbing like a child. I was so angry, and I am still so angry. I prayed so hard and I still don't know why God didn't let me keep her. Sometimes it is just too much and I don't know how to keep breathing. There is no justification for her condition. It is beyond comprehension.
All I know is our beautiful girl now knows no pain. She is not suffering and she died wrapped in love. The hurt is beyond words.
I do have some news regarding her that I will share later. It is important and no one will want to miss it.
Peanut is doing well,PTL! but my big concern at this moment is the vet bill. (Thank you everyone who donated for sparkles. She was buried with love and respect thanks to y'all).. It is at $3000 including all the donations but NOT her euthanasia or burial or tests that were needed.
As you can see, Mercedes is a whale, and she is showing small signs that she might actually deliver???? My concern is that the baby seems to be huge, and IF I NEED TO CALL DOC, The vet bill has to be paid down asap.
I don't know anything else to do but ask folks to step up and help. I don't want Mercedes to suffer because we tried so hard to help Sparkles.
I am praying she has an easy delivery, but I NEED to have access to emergency vet care if it is needed. Time will be of the essence. Hopefully she will be fine, but we need to be prepared.
THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO has been helping save these lives, and for helping Sparkles know love and have a full tummy for a few weeks before passing on. She was a Mama's girl and followed me everywhere. Her loss is devastating.
Please call 509-773-0369 if you would like to help with the vet bill.
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